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Just thoughts of a girl who was in ____ with her final year Senior.
A diary of a college girl...
The Love That Never Began, Yet Never Ends
Deaaaar Diaryyyyy,
Sometimes I wonder if it was even loooove, or just a dreeeeam that wrapped itself around my heart. I never said it out loud, never touched his hand, never claimed him as mineโฆ and yet, every single beat of my heart whispers his nameeeee.
Before him, I was simple, careless, unbothered. But the moment my eyes met hiiiiisโฆ ahhh, my whole world shifted. The sky felt brighter, the breeze softer, the nights longer, sweeter, heavier. I started believiiiiing in things I once laughed atโdestiny, signs, miracles. Every song felt written for us, every silence between us louder than words.
I became gentle, more patient, more hopeful. I started waitingโฆ waiting for a message, a smile, a glance. A girl who never believed in forever suddenly started weaving dreams of it. I found myself praying silentlyyyyy, bargaining with the universe, whispering promises to the stars.
And yetโฆ our story never began. No confessions, no kisses, no vows. Just stolen glances and unspoken feelings. A love with no beginningโฆ but an endless ache that never, ever finds its end.
They say love changes people. Yessss, it changed me. It made me softer, yet stronger. It taught me the beauty of longing, the sweetness of waiting, the ache of hope.
And so, even if he was never mine, I will carry him in my heartโฆ not as a lover, but as the reason I learned what love truuuuuly feels like.
Forever yours,
The girl who loved without a beginningโฆ and without an end.
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